Having so far spent a large chunk of my life here in Australia, it really has thought me a lot in life. I have failed many times in upholding my parents expectation. Them wanting me to get a proper full time job that earns me a living and my stubbornness to grow and push for the "adult things". Honestly I felt lost as to what I was suppose to do throughout my journey here in Australia. Anyone who has ever tried to apply for PR here will know that it is one of the worst thing. Its ridiculously tedious and the waiting time is just unimaginable. What's worst is that to get enough points to even apply for PR here is insane. As a fresh graduate here for those coming out of Uni, I dare say you wont even be able to apply for PR straight without having to go through all the english testing systems such as IELTs or PTE, that is not the worst part, the worst part is when you realise even after getting a band 8 across all the four components and acquiring additional 20 points towards your application, it still won't be enough.
But man, that's enough about PR. many things happened throughout the year. I left my job at CROWN KOKO as a waiter, honestly the job pays well but man the pressure they put you in and as well as the expectation they have from you sometimes is just unrealistic. As a 5 star premium restaurant you expect them to have more staffs and more support on the floor for team members. I worked there for half a year and is has been a pain in my a**. Unfortunately for the place, ever since I left, a couple of very experience team member also left for other jobs. Just come to show you how awful a work place can be and how employees should be treated and supported.
I truly believe that when you take care of your employees, your employees will take care of your business. Being remunerated correctly, fairly and sometime above average gives them incentives to perform better.
At times, some will step up and take charge, thus creating a better experience for their customer base. Even though I have been through many jobs, I take it positively in the sense that I appreciate all the opportunities that I was given and although I am no longer with them, I have gained valuable skills and experiences in life that I can bring forward and help me with my decision making in the future.
Anyways, it has been a tough year for me, not realising where I should be headed #nodirection.
However, I also can't see myself doing something else I guess. If not for what happen thus far, I would have met amazing friends and creating a group called "MASCATO" for basketball. And you know what, we just won our first game this week (19 November 2019). Its a tough league and I am really proud of our achievement. We aren't made up of the best players but we got the heart of champions.
This year I made quite a number of good friends, having get together as often as I can. I love cooking and making good food for people for some reason, I feel that I got that from my uncle. He is always so giving and generous, always providing the best of what he has when it comes to friends and family. That's one of the reason why I always like my place to be crowded and packed with friends, it just feel awesome and you get to enjoy some games and great food with you friends and family, what's not to love. Also, I understand sometime it can be tired, but honestly I don't really mind as long as we are having a great time #creatememoriesworthwhile.
It has been awhile since I have written anything, feels like my writing is just going down hill. Need to pick it back up and write more often, it feels good to be able to put everything down on a piece of paper or a screen hahhaa. I'm trying to push myself harder to do things that I am not comfortable with but its just so hard. Tips anyone? Would appreciate it if you could share some. I wanna properly start a sustainable YouTube channel but its hard for me to find content that people will like and it also feels weird to talk in front of a camera. Really salute those youtubers with super thicc skin out there ahhaha #needtobemorethicc. But yea, I am slowly building the confidence to do so, I have also gotten back into gyming. Trying to lose that weight and get back in shape, I know that people say that 'Oh you just want to look good and its a waste of money', I mean if you can stay healthy and look good at the same time, why not right. I have been trying to lift heavier and increase my stamina so that I can run on the court without having to take a break. My goal is to be able to dunk one day, but first I need to slay my triple three layer fat on my belly and thighs. I'm pretty proud of myself as I just recently deadlifted my knew personal best #200kg. Which is double my weight, I read or heard from somewhere that If you could carry twice your weight you'll be considered a strong person ahahhaha. But that is just Stu P I D I know ahhaha.
Oh recently I have been fanboying the korean drama "Hotel Del Luna".
DAMNNNNN its so good hahahha, Or maybe I just love IU.
She the hot in there OMG hahhaa, Look at her ... STUNNING!!
I cried like a baby twice so far after watching the drama hahha oh yea I watched the entire thing twice dy. On my third round if you believe it . Don't know why I am able to re-watch movies like that, maybe its saying something guys, go watch it ahhahaha. The songs are ridiculously well timed and sad af. You just cant help yourself but cry your socket out ahahaha.
Besides all the nonsense I've just said, CHRISTMAS is coming. I can't believe it, its my favourite season because it is just magical. Decorations are all up, the sky are lit with glittering lights and it just feel damn awesome. Presents to everyone and may the holiday bring your home warmth and comfort to end the year with peace and hope.
Let's pray for 2020 that it will be a better and more fruitful year ahead. To my parents whom may not be reading this hahaa, I just want to say don't worry about us, just know that you have done your best as parents and we will take it from here. Good or bad, whatever we decide we only have ourselves to blame and be proud of. So let us take over and just know that we will do our best!!
To everyone who is reading this, thank you for taking the time to do it. I really appreciate you giving me a piece of your most valuable asset in life. I hope you continue to support me for whenever I post something up. I hope to be able to post more videos on my YouTube channel in the future. I really do want to create videos that people will watch as something comforting to them.
BYE for now... till my next post!
